Tag: negative

‘Why are some Hong Kong people crying over the American election? They should care more about the state of Hong Kong!’

Thanks classmate, for vaguing, guilt-tripping and making an actual point at the same time

As though I wasn’t already miffed enough, I just have to thank the fact that the base of the eyes are connected to the nasal cavity lol

I mean

Heck a classmate can ask me if my birthday happens on March 8 and I’d be like ‘Don’t ask me that I don’t want you to know’ even if I’ve been in the same elective class as them for at least a year and they probably already know or whatever

I mean what the fuck can they do about it? Tell me happy birthday on the day? What’s wrong with that anyway…

Irl I probably act like those ‘easy come easy go no bonds attached’ people but honestly it’s just isolating

Ah

I’ve probably mastered the art of having an invisible barrier around me because
You know the classrooms where you have a couple or three of table rows together?
The couple of rows i’m sitting at is empty except for me

.rant.


Anyway I can be pretty sure my brother is racist, homophobic, transphobic and might be sexist and an attention whore.
My dad keeps saying he would get thrown off the boat if he keeps up his airs like the little emperor shit he is, and I hope it actually happens.

We’ve been going through Cathedral by Carver in English Literature today.
Every time I get to the end I feel kinda a sting
Kinda like jealousy? I feel jealous about the narrator getting his spiritual awakening…
It’s not like I want to achieve that too, but
It’s that connection by which you awake
I’m jealous about him being able to do that.
He’s about as stuck in a social rut as I probably would be, and even he could get something out of a visit.
I don’t think I’d be able to do something without a boost…
If that changes once I’m 18, though.
I dunno.